cuz of......i want to be employed!!!!

I want to work desperately... I want to earn money and save up so I could like use it in aiding for my future journey to europe <33333 but i've been getting reject mails n.n
why am i like this..... other girls in my school get employed straight away after applying for it and i'm like.......a loser...........

i literally tried everywhere from like fast food chains to like book store....bakery....etc but theyre always like... "soz"

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