cuz of i am sooo bored

hi i finished all my exams (finally....jesus)
and i have nothing to do because I didn't go to school
yr 12s still have their exams to do so
lucky yr 10s we get a day off :-)

and im all by myself doing computer
and internet is soo slow not even kidding
and there's no chocolate..i was so upset in the morning

right now, goldcoast is f-ing cold !!
apparently its like 5 degrees? and that is like
unbelievable for goldcoast's weather
single digit!!! thats wowwwwww
ahhh.. so cold..

im wrapped up in my mum's bed
i turned the electric blanket on but i hate the feeling
like....i feel radiation through my body it's disgusting
but i have no choice so... ha...

im sooo bored!!!
i start talking to myself
sad reality

im not me anymore

Hi i just finished my maths exam
and i totally sucked i don't think I'm I-Ji anymore
cuz i used to be like super pro at maths
i used to like go to national maths comps
and i never thought that i'll suffer like this

....the question that i had no clue
was this weird university physics question
what is wrong with our maths teachers
why do they expect us to know some piece of crap like that
like if the wording was okay and i just didn't know i won't be this angry
the problem is that if i understood the question
(as in the comprehension... the English)
i probs could do it!!
damn:-(

i feel like as if somebody randomly popped out and
nagged me with a hammer
i can't even believe it...

if i get my marks back and i sucked
like if it says something like 'B'???
i'll be so shocked that i'll like laugh
i'll probably go home and start self promoting to my mum
going like 'this is destiny'
NOT

:-( Lets hope that i get an A!!!
optimism........

cuz of long time no post

Well here I am
finally showing some commitment to my blog
I wasn't that busy, except for my compos
exam after exam
:-(

I have been doing good
like all my grades are quite okay so far
and I have 2 exams tomoro but I'm not
studying because somehow I always
relax?? when I have exams....
I never freak out or panic like others
I know - dis donc j'ai de la chance!!! tres vraiment

also recently my dad and I have been
spending time together listening to 7080s music
and it was really good !!

Most of people nowadays
don't understand nor know about the old pops
but I think it's really important to know cuz
seriously post music is crap it has nothing in it
stupid teenage girls sing with their face and
Their voices are always processed with those
fixed pitch electronic stuff probs trying to cover their unacceptable voice

every song sounds the same and the words
Have no meaning at all trying to act cool they put
English words in it that doesn't even make sense!!

back in the days it was just audio not video
And music actually meant 'life' to the musicians
so songs that my dad and I listened to all had
philosophy in it, their soul and emotion...

there are some people who still sing like this
but..... they can never be recognized because
of all the stupid idol shits that take up their space..

this is why I let go of my childhood dream
because I'm not that good looking, because
I don't want to put myself in a shame
and I don't want to take up the opportunity for the
Real musicians that needs it.

now back to my french exam revision :-(((

Ahhhhhh